SEPPUKU EP (2007)
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| Insurrection |
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ultra-violet convulsions to distort from contorted words empty syllables for a veil to preserve or blackened eyes frantically we tear at the walls to find the radiance they've promised us in the chaos we collapse and blame ourselves for the shadows false promises amass too high, their strength staggers in decay when the veil becomes transparent minds will coalesce in a collective eye and with our eyes now open we can destroy these walls that bind |
| Seppuku |
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inside this dimension words lose definition and we're lost in a labyrinth of syllables i can see them coating over skin painted by bloodied tongues turned black they resound the banter formed for the weak they thrive on its vacant sedation filling hollow lives with empty delusions of a world we'll never see sing me words of another world to bleed reality from my eyes |
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WASTELANDS (2005)
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| Breaking Point |
| bruised and calloused, left for dead but still holding onto the silhouette of a perfect smile. dragging my heels in the perfection I can't be a part of. looking to the eyes to see the future I wish would come. the past I know is fantasy, the way I need it to have been. forcing my memories to conform to my weakness. looking into her eyes the beauty consumes me, but infinite hunger still devours my mind. as I'm left with nothing to believe, I fall endlessly from grace. all I am is empty, and the cause is the look on her face. I look to her to find what I wish existed in me. again paralyzed by the dark. alone for eternity. my infatuation can never release me. |
| Wastelands |
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absorb her warmth and let it fade. return to the cold alone and with strength. dissolve this weakness and return to the place where you have control of this mind. forget all those things that now mean nothing, don't let those lies cause you this pain. exist in this moment, it's all that you have. find purpose in this life that drains. breaking this silence by breaking this smile. break away this memory. of an illusioned time. the time that seemed flawless is smothered with imperfection. try again to deny but always it returns. striving to forget yet the memory lingers. still inside this mind with no way to release it. force out this vision, let these eyes go blind. broken and discarded. i've died.
forgotten memories bring new pain. that are really relics from yesterday. we created this wasteland. this is where im buried. you dug the grave. i filled it in |
| Divide By Zero |
| you fall to dust and leave us all behind. we cannot control. we cannot relieve. you lock the walls to your dream and grow into the poison inside. feeling it burst your veins. letting it rot your mind. here it is only you and your sickness to keep them away. everyday trapped within makes you bleed and fade. clutch onto me, and let me in. alone your blood will drown. |
| The Descent |
| i bury myself in this disease and slowly forget who i am, until my reflection fades into a haunting silhouette. and i become this darkness, in love with the frozen embrace, slowly erasing reality until i am trapped in this place. so set this mind ablaze, and watch as my emotions fade away. nothing ends this this pain, but it's so much easier when i'm fake. descending into the black. into the darkness i descend |
| Erebus |
| situation without context. orientations-associations obscured. only constant motion driving us forward. numbing-directionless. no point of origin or destination in sight. only spiraling madness on the horizon. dark enigmas cascading into themselves. paradoxical. dark scenarios transpire. manifestations of past horror. inciting epileptic reflex. tremoring. deja vu translating to violent chaos unending. we've fought against this before, but never won. the truth forever inaccessible, i must create my own reason. |
| Obsidian Sun |
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| Cascading Down |
| collapsing obsidian sun. unfathomable destruction. an elegant precursor. the stream comes cascading down. the discontinued bloodline. the last generation. unfulfilled potential. rejection of purpose. final minutes shared in silent company of friends. spent in wistful reverie. the stream comes cascading down. t-plus zero seconds. the true power intimately made real. unrivaled experience. transcending human perception. apathetic universe destroying countless lives. each a blink in the eye of time, the action has no meaning. transcending human perception. the stream comes cascading down |
| Destroying The Vile Red Falcon |
| and it fades, your memory of this day, just let life repeat. and never stop to think... but i thought because it means something to me. you always seem to forget, but still it eats away at me. you act without consequence; completing your mission. day by day taking it away, erasing the few human remains. this struggle you never question, you pursue it through to the end. and when you finally finish nothing will be left. the purpose of flesh withers away in the decay of time. |
| Whisper Perfect Lies |
| another morning. another regret. awake in this life stained in the vile stench. racing on this path towards redemption and death. blinded by the light at the end. searching for a way to ease this hate. needing this beauty to show me the way. connected to this, forcing to break away. holding your touch, caressing your soft face. feeling this bliss you leave me with inside. feeling this warmth -feeling this lie. carve out a smile. leave it in these eyes. feel this warmth. live this lie. tear out this heart. rip at this bliss. scarred deep within. needing a way to fix this . cut me open. sew me shut. whisper perfect lies into these ears. needing this world, real or fake. to suffocate this life of fear. cut open this shell. erase everything inside. sew up these wounds with perfect lies |
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TEAR MY EYES OUT... (2003)
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| My Eyes Are Open |
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the world you pulled over my eyes finally revealed released from my illusion that you could actually be You never let me breathe smothered in the fake that you made seem true my weakness is your strength leaving me in shit kicking in my teeth finally escaping illusion enclosed inside your words i can't decide alone you strive for our destruction but to you its perfection created for my improvement but left unwilling to let go rebuilt, individualized but still conformed to you fighting to get freedom destroying to create the obsolete my only escape is death |
| Fall |
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force-fed emotion not grief not sorrow not fake sour and pungent tear stained face hate is forgotten useless shit falls away above it all fuck fate emotion--dissolves--hatred returns--too weak to resolve Fall power too strong forced to let go cannot contain lies of content anguish is mine never set free endless pain destroys me Fall |
| Dilated |
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insomnia too exhausted to be awake too full of life to sleep full of questions about the horror which tomorrow brings about the love i wont let myself feel turning and rolling, tremble and cough i can't stay still but moving keeps me awake craving the sedation that only sleep can bring searching for a fix i can't find my eyes shut tight thinking the darkness can caress me into sleep it is never dark enough i hold my breathe hoping for the release that only being unconscious can bring but i never have the strength hours of anguish lead to a second of bliss which will leave me in a world that has only pain for me tear my eyes out every time they open i awake in a more painful reality |
| Decayed |
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white washed bleeding sky breathing vision slowly dies enclosed a capsule no mind no desire a violent revolution a poisoned awakening choking cold asphyxiation five deaths kill temptation worlds wasted on yesterdays tears guided on tragedy stale breath no promises left to keep enclosed a capsule no mind no desire a violent revolution a poisoned awakening tonight the air is grey with death the end is all I hear remaining a dying echo blinded cold and fading white washed bleeding sky breathing vision slowly dies |
| Failed Existence |
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fallen into hell contained in my failed existence apathy has control there is no hope no shelter from endless failure i cannot care i cannot win my shell my shell of disbelief shattered shattered are all my dreams in agony yet i feel nothing being numb is the greatest pain piercing eyes of truth stare through my lies i protect that which i hate justice vanished for my suffering ive become the cause of my pain no release from ignorance no escape from the end cannot hide weakness perseverance erased my last step into total darkness is my first step into blinding light |
| Consumed In Nothing |
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I'm empty and cold as I realize nothings real falling into the abyss of fake dying inside rotting beneath unable to persevere consumed by nothingness drowning in my filth craving the embrace suffocate in tears tear away all that mattered dissolving uselessness erasing who I am destroying what I've built I strive so hard to reach perfection Yet I please no one My trials are useless I'm left weak Dropping, falling, losing, lost, I never will win Trapped in myself, with no illusion, to block out the horror within fear of the future, of the unknown, leaves me alone with my hate Knowing I'll never have what I need leaves me with nothing but pain |
| Silence (These Lies, These Truths) |
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in her silence i hear no redemption in her silence i hear no truth why can't i see the truth to save myself no... i know she lies wordless but still i can hear her lips have yet to move two voices tear at me these lies, these truths need to escape in dream to this world where i am god my fears no longer drains fear no longer crucifies silence is my peace silence is my pain my peace is hidden lies lying empty my fears consume my mind here i am god (crucified) why this pain destroys... destroys her mouth sewn shut destroying painful truths with her i'm in pain without her i'm blind |
| Illusion Of Life |
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endless filth covering every inch of poisoned earth no way to escape the endless bile piling up at the back of my throat no purity it's an illusion that never was their shit stained face leaves me quenching end wretched vile nothings are still more than me fuck life it is nothing no reason to strive for an existence i cant achieve no new thought just plagiarism of life everything of worth is forgotten tomorrow fuck everything that god calls life my life is shit that god will flush away when he finishes i affect nothing not even myself |
| Alone In The End |
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Every word, exactly what I need. horrible truths erased quiet whispers spin me in perfection where nothing can be wrong. her body shudders in ecstasy as I caress her flesh. The sound of her breathing hypnotizes me soothing me into a deeper state of bliss. Everything that escapes her lips is exactly what I need to hear. She says I'm perfect, I'm beautiful, smart, so pure. Every word contradicts my thoughts. The voice inside me escapes Maybe she just knew what to say To dissolve all of my pain Being with her is everything I love her-she makes me love me. I'm not alone I'm left alone |
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